as this ferocious-looking yet uber adorable character checks in, we say our goodbyes to the previously all-red poetic rage that has been around for almost a year now. NOVEMBERsurrender! is supradelirium's DOMO-KUN inspired mini makeover this month.

watch this space as fye soars onto an awesome embarkment (with all pun intended) on his new life. stay tuned as he emboldens himself with almighty bursts of great energy this near future!

DOMO is described as a strange creature that hatched from an egg.
DOMO lives in an underground cave with Mr.Usaji.
DOMO loves Japanese-style meat and potato stew.
DOMO hates apples due to an unexplained mystery in his DNA.
DOMO can only communicate via producing a low-pitched noise, which somehow, other characters are able to comprehend.
DOMO is known to pass gas repeatedly when nervous or upset.
DOMO likes music, particularly Guitar Wolf and MAX, which are two real-life bands.



the boy called fye in the midst of doing the nation proud. bmtc2, ulysses1. currently a musician with the singapore armed forces bands. has just been officially released from national service (or in other words, ORD!)

borned on july 16, 1987. head prefect in primary school. student councillor. drum major in dunearn military band. graduated from anglo-chinese junior college. french horn section leader and student conductor of the acjc concert band.

taking one step at a time, and ready to fly. appreciates surprises. the epitome of love, life, masculine feminity, and poise.

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ahhh its been awhile now since i last blogged. this blog isnt dead alright? just dormant. im still here people. *waves. hehhh. so i've been given my pair of wings to fly and im ready to go! a lil apprehensive but i guess all's gonna be alright.

life in general has been spanking good. been hanging out with the different groups, catching up and made new friends. strangely, its always warmer and comfier engaging with the newer lot. even better when its mutual! (at least thats what i feel)

ive been home for the past 3 days now. boredom has taken a whole new level for me. anybody reading this, do ask me out!

i know i want this.
i know i can.

all these uncertainties.
all these unwanted worries.

somebody shared with me something today and it got me mixed with emotions. i couldnt tell if i was upset, excited, envious or if i should just laugh it off. i think i've grown, because moments later, i was able to sort out my mind and take a different approach into responding in such a situation. i love how everything's turning out. the faith and trust and how my pulse accelerates everytime now.

im also glad that things are falling into place and im feeling a lil less tensed than the days before! thanks reima and lee for hearing me out in the cab this morning, phoebe, amanda and mithila for contributing your ideas, and the rest for your patience, effort, and allowing my mental choreography to be executed. time flies. we're thru in less than a month! this is way too fastttttttttt.

unlike other days, i dont have sing-sing-sing and stop playing from my speakers for tonight! i banned myself from doing so cos its seriously killing me very sl o w l y. haha, now im just blasting to crush crush crush, by paramore, and eating my favourite tao kae noi japanese tom yum goong flavoured seaweed and drinking milk. yummy. im a happy boy!


oh gosh, didums' week is about to start. TGIF! :D:D:D

1. i want to have my own place soon. details about it (when ive enough cash in the near future. lol.)

2. when i get up in the morning to go to work: pee, brush teeth, shave, facial wash, shower. (in order of action)

3. i swallowed a 20 cent coin when i was 6 years old. it was by accident. i loved putting things into my mouth, and it accidentally went in while i was watching tv. i almost died cos the coin nearly blocked the air passageway. i was warded for a few days before they finally did an operation to remove it.

4. i love cars but i never liked super cars like the ferrari or lamborghini. only recently, i've developed my love for the latter and i'm gonna work hard to own one. gimme some time.

5. i've always wanted to have a cat but my mom doesnt allow me to. she's too afraid that it might scratch her italian furniture and stink up the whole house. when i have my own place one day (refer to point 1 ), ill have my own kitty and he's gonna be called Dash.

6. i've always liked blinking flashlights, neon laser lights and all things blingy in the club. i bought myself a huge disco ball from paragon in a post xmas sale in 2006. i've yet to place it in a suitable position.

7. i dye my hair once every 2 haircuts because i've plenty of white/gray hair. actually, its silver and shiny.

8. two songs that has been stuck in my head for the past weeks is stop by spice girls and sing-sing-sing by benny goodman. its for my graduation, and im choreographing the dance. its making me puke already.

9. i have never watched big movies like titanic and armageddon. i know, im such a loser. its on channel 5 almost every year for the past decade but i never had the chance to. lol.

10. i dont really like chocolate.

cloud nine intoxication. gasps-

the long awaited reunion, has finally taken place! so its gonna be our 10th year this 2009 (:
we've all grown so much, but still the same ol'-same ol'. warmest love!

attention-seeking, insensitive and desperate are three words you wouldnt wanna use on somebody.

some people should just quit trying too hard. fucking annoying.

i totally didnt welcome the new year! was so drained from a sleepless night mugging for exams that on new year's eve, i fell asleep at 9pm! only to see sunshine seeping thru my day curtains at 8am on the first day of 2009. i missed all the parties, all the opportunites to hang out and watch fireworks or even watch a live telecast of the countdown on the telly. what the heck lah!

on a better note, i passed foundation! cant wait to fly in about a month. i havent rly made any new year resolutions, but ive heard and came across a few people's. some may sound rly promising and i'd wanna take this opportunity to wish them all the best for 2009. for those with outrageously wacky ideas of sorts, i wish you all the best too. for those with absolutely brainless ones, ive no comments. haha.

okay, ill go think of my new year resolutions now. obviously, i wont share it here. ciao!

as much as my blog is public and is free for the world to read, i've this impression that only a selected few of the people i know, acquaintances, or even some people i may not know but have heard of, come over once in a while to read about what my life's about and how things are going on. sometimes, it comes as a shock when somebody you do not expect drops by either on msn, in the tagboard or in person and lifts a line or two from your blog entries either to start a conversation, clarify an issue or asks of your well-being.

it may be heartwarming for the latter, because somebody you do not expect actually bothers bout how you're doing and cares to extend a concern towards you. on other occasions, it may be a lil bithcy and thats where you take into greater consideration, your situational awareness because for a split moment, you have inadvertently forgotten bout it. as for me, i'm open with any forms of compliments, comments, care, concern, etcetra. However, with a capital 'H', with due respect and sensitivity.

in case you're wondering, someone must have offended me today. but nah, the answer's no. have a great week ahead and happy new year in advance everyone!

my heart's aching so badly again.

my life for the past month or so has been pretty mundane, so to speak. routined train rides to the east and back west 5 days a week. on lucky days, free rides. on even luckier days, im the man behind my own wheel. dinner with the same few. constant oglings at God-given beauties at work. what a tease.

exams are just less than a week away and i should be swinging into full mugging mode - else ill swing my way down to infernal regions. here's the period when the rainbow starts to emerge; you see the true colours fountaining much.

on a similar note, ive been rather disgusted at how some people conduct themselves. whether ive had direct, indirect or distant interaction with that person, ive every right to express my impressions and thoughts on anybody, yes? freedom of speech, yo. you do not plead that i change my view of someone else because that would be outrageously denigrating on your part. ive got my own eyes, ears and heart to make a pretty decent view of people. i wasnt born yesterday alright.

i got a lot to say to you. yeah, i got a lot to say. i noticed your eyes are always glued to me; keeping them here. and it makes no sense at all.

nothing compares to a quiet evening alone. just the one, two.. i was just counting on. that never happens, i guess im dreaming again. lets be more than this.

if you wanna play it like a game, well come on, come on. lets play. cause id rather waste my time pretending, than have to forget you for one whole minute.

the weekends are finally here! time to rest and relax ...and party, heh. i noticed how time flies rather quickly. in no time, christmas will be here and then it will be two-zero-zero-nine. and then, fly fly fly. yay!

i've had the most terrible day today.
i just hope tmr will be better.
thank you winson.
thank you chris. thank you shuting.

mid of second week is here. damn fast i'd say! so here are last week's photos. our first official outing (with incomplete attendance tho) at orchard road. i feel like a non-singaporean myself man, haha. goodnight! more photos sooooooooooooooooon, i promise.

im a happy boy
(:

because i was extremely thrilled for today,
because i felt thoroughly amazed at how things are supposed to be,
because i met and made new multi national friends,
because i am overwhelmed with the rousing spirits..

i dedicate this entry before today becomes history. i shall look back at this post in days, months and most probably years to come with the same smile i had today (:

thank you all again, for your well wishes. you people got me going. thank you!

the weekends are here and im counting down already! i got another pair of shoes, this time, a black one cos its more conventional then a coffee brown pair that i got last week. i guess ill be wearing this more often since its much more convenient without laces and most importantly, its darn comfortable to wear! i got a bag as well cos i dont think any of the bags in my possession are suitable to carry in formal wear. hehh, its mainly black with brown leather trimmings and im lovin' it. so now, i just need to get my ultra lengthy pants altered, match my ties to my shirts and understand what i need to understand before the new week starts. im thrilled, yes. overwhelmed too. uhhuh. but i know i can do this, right? haha anyways, thank you again to all who sent me your well wishes! loves.

last saturday and sunday were spent out with mom and bro looking for my new formal wear wardrobe. shopping's such a draining activity i tell you. i started off feeling all excited and set to go, but along the way, stress from the selections of which brand and cutting of shirt to buy, colour, pattern, with or without cufflinks and time were making the day's trip turn unfavourable. what a headache, id say!

with tremendous pressure from my mom to get my shopping done asap, albeit my concern in planning my desired outfits as i garner inspirations from fashion magazines, i actually agreed to getting a few stuff. my light coffee brown leather shoes, 3 polyester pants, 2 belts, a few shirts and a darn hot solvil titus watch to go along with work. the latter being a very belated birthday gift for me. im a happy boy (:

however, i dont actually feel very comfortable with the crazy spendings ive done within 2 days. but i remind myself that its all an investment. how comforting, heh. so after all that hours of walking around, standing, changing (in the fitting room) and driving around, i'd say im more or less ready to start training! i just dont have a bag to go along with my outfit though. this is so leceh! gotta keep on looking.



anyhow, im gonna rest more and please my eyes with a few episodes of gossip girl later on. and i should go grab my medicine now and have an early lunch. due to all the accumulated lack of sleep, ive fallen ill yesterday. its been a while and it sure sucks to feel this way. have a good day all and take good care of yourself.

love,
fye

i lost a lil patience and cant wait to experience what the real world is all about. maybe i made a mistake, but a mistake shall it not be since the considerations and decisions were made, and the consequence is already out here for me to grasp, develop from, and make the best of. in a weeks time, ill be starting. im anxious as to what to expect. but i pray for a positive mind of mine and strength to brave through what ill be expecting when it comes.

i thank everybody who supported me all the way, including those who shared my joy when i officially got through the rounds and made it. not forgetting my family, and relatives, especially my parents, who gave their utmost love to their precious son and giving in to me so much despite many complications as i made tonnes of decisions this year. and definitely God, for making it all happen for me. thank you.

just a brief update for everyone! im officially out of army since november 10, and i've got bout 2 weeks before it starts. i am so looking forward to it and i hope i'll have a good time with them! (:

time's running out! i've gotta go sign up for a new mobile phone plan before i ord this monday to enjoy the youth plan with unlimited sms. but im so stressed thinking bout which phone to select. i wont wanna give away the chance to purchase a good phone at a discounted price when i sign up a 2 years plan, but its not as if i've got much capital to begin with. sighs! its also not just bout the selection of which make and model. im facing a dilemma with which provider and which mobile plan to choose from even.

ive been reviewing my own usage for the past months and calculated how much i'd actually benefit from the selected plans i would go for. now comes another thing. the broadband on mobile thing. im such a noob. i need help here.

1) is it necessary to get a bundled internet connectivity from my provider and pay the extra amount just in case i need to surf when im not at a wifi area?

2) would it be very costly if i use pay-per-use service? (singtel)

3) i do not understand the whole concept of bundled usage given to me, and how its related to the estimated file size of emails, websites, songs, videos etc? (argh, i dont even know how to phrase my question) can somebody explain this to me?

4) how much capacity is actually sufficient if im a very light user and will most probably depend on free wifi when im out?

5) whats download and upload speed and does it rly matter anyway?

really need help with these. i hope you guys can help me out. email me at fyedeeee@gmail.com and here's a big thank you in advance! loves.

im sick and tired of you being this way mom. when will you ever change?

Who's gonna love you baby?
Who's gonna be there for ya?
Who's gonna keep the faith the way that I do?
Who's gonna hold you down?
Pick you up off the ground
Who's gonna make your day the way that I do?

my first laugh for the night! was chatting with aaron and he made my day. check this out! lol.

aaron says:
ippt tml? good luck! (:
fye! says:
haha thanks
aaron says:
(:
fye! says:
if i pass ill be happy
aaron says:
im sure you will.
aaron says:
be confident.
aaron says:
you'll do fine.
aaron says:
dont worry.
fye! says:
i didnt TRAIN
fye! says:
hahaha
aaron says:
aiyah.
aaron says:
u so cute.
aaron says:
pui.
aaron says:
i mean fit.
fye! says:
HAHAHAHHAHAHA
fye! says:
walao
fye! says:
what was that all aboutttttttttttt.
aaron says:
typo lah.
aaron says:
>.<

i cant help but feel devoid of relevance anymore. subtle, yet, i know i gotta make a manoeuver out of this emotive crush. so bad. im such a trash.

this faith i laid, came with dissimilar returns. the portrayal of my benevolance seemingly too explicit for comprehension, got me really discouraged. to efface this shortlived episode, i should. grant pardon for my arcane self.

before its too late, hari raya pics :D

we completed doing this huge replica of the phone at 3am in the morning. i swear i have never worked so closely with a penknife before. its tedious and tricky!

can you see the glue stains?


the QWERTY keypad!


the rest of the keys plus a cut-out screen


hard at work! heh.




the final product!



and presenting the hall of fame...

haha. okay, im bored and tired and and and i wanna go and sleep now. bye.