When the visions around you, bring tears to your eyes. And all that surround you, are secrets and lies. I'll be your strength, I'll give you hope, keeping your faith when it's gone. The one you should call, was standing here all along. And I will take you in my arms and hold you right where you belong. Till the day my life is through, this I promise you. This I promise you. I've loved you forever, in lifetimes before. And I promise you never, will you hurt anymore. I give you my word, I give you my heart, this is a battle we've won. And with this vow, forever has now begun. Just close your eyes. Each loving day, I know this feeling won't go away. Till the day my life is through, this I promise you. This I promise you. Over and over I fall, when I hear you call. Without you in my life, baby, I just wouldn't be living at all. Every word I say is true, this I promise you. Oh, I promise you.
ive decided to type out the lyrics in prose, because i dont wanna be copying and pasting huge chunks of words that people would usually skip reading. lyrics actualize the emotions of a song, and ignite your deepest emotions. i was trying to mug this morning at home, plugged into my ipod and this song came. havent heard it in a while. i shed my tears like how it poured this blue morning, of course, when no one was looking. felt nostalgic, somehow. the previous weeks and months had been tough for me and i foresee impending pain and huge amount of stress. dont get me wrong, its not what you may think it is. im not in love. i dont know what it means. its just, uh. nvm.
its a day less than a month to the A levels but ive lost all the steam already. i need my concentration back. i need to focus. i need my motivation. i need to realise how important this exam means to me. i need to worry less about unwanted stuff thats causing me great pain. i need to hide away my sorrows and wake up. i need assurance. i need You to be my strength and give me hope. i want promises to be fulfilled. im uncertain about my life. im uncertain about the A levels. i definitely am terribly screwed in all aspects if you ask me right now.
to monica, thanks for being there for me last night. i really appreciate your advice and i respect you with all my heart for your strength that pulled you through all odds. i owe you manymany yeah? love.
to maxzachary chua, happy birthday! never give up with the promos alright? its gonna be over soon anyway. just press on and you'll definitely get promoted alright silly boy. take good care and see you soon.
it has never been so easy to shed tears just like that. ive never cried this much before, but nobody would ever understand what im going through.